Ready for the Next

Posted on July 12th, 2008 by elegeia, under Classes, Events.

Two midterms yesterday and I finished them just in time. I don’t feel exactly confident in myself about them but at least I believe I did better than last quarters’ finals. That’s a good thing, at least. At least the math I was doing yesterday wasn’t particularly that difficult and I could figure out most of the questions on my physics exam as well. However, I guess I’m worried about the quiz for Clas 205 - I know I did a couple of them incorrectly, but I suppose I’m more concerned about how she would grade them. Anyhow, it shouldn’t be that horrible. -Crosses fingers.-

Going to an orientation (about two and half hours long) at the medical center this afternoon. That will be fun. Hopefully. All that’s left is for me to figure out a way to get back home.

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Nearby Death

Posted on June 27th, 2008 by elegeia, under Events, Shocker.

My old neighbor Nancy died a little more than a month ago. We just heard of the news today because we were all busy with out lives — only knowing that we hadn’t seen her for a long time.  It is a sad thing because no one knew she died until a couple of days later, her old friends wanted to check upon her (since they also hadn’t seen her).

That day, as my dad told, he saw an ambulance truck coming and did not think much of it until now. As close neighbors, we had no idea.

I wonder how she died, whether she died peacefully.

Until now, I realized, dying alone is a grave and sad thing.

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Yeah…-_-

Posted on February 7th, 2008 by elegeia, under Creepiness, Events.

Um… my roommates and I had some pretty disgusting discussions last night. Porns? We don’t watch porn or read or whatever of it…until last night. I think it happened a long time ago (or not) but the scandal of Edison Chen, Gillian (from Twins) and Cecilia Cheung was really really nasty. I never thought Edison is just… so nasty.

So yeah, he took pictures of him and his ex girlfriends while they had sex. WTF, really! Some sites even posted those pictures and they are not censored images either! My roommate was like…”he’s…pretty small”

…

I’m scarred for life.

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Dunno what.

Posted on February 4th, 2008 by elegeia, under Events, Rood0odo0.

I miss my friends that are in South America right now. I feel kind of “emo” (despite how I hate that word with a passion) because of all the midterms packed on one day.  I don’t know how I feel about my parents throwing their parental tantrums.  I don’t even know how I should feel about my roommates who are going back to what they used to be like last quarter.

I know I should never give up. But I need a break, and I know that.

There are so much I don’t know what to do, just… don’t know what to do at all.  Helpless is probably a really good word to describe it.  What’s sad is that I don’t have a friend (perhaps I need to trust people more) that I can call and talk about all the messed up feelings inside me.

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